You feel powerless.
Everything is closing down on you.
The lights are becoming dimmer...
You...
[[struggle]]
[[stay in place]]
You move your restless body in an attempt to make sense of what is happening.
You notice there is a rope attached to your ankles and you are
bleeding profusely from your stomach.
You can now feel the excruciating pain coursing throughout your body.
Out in the distance, you can make out...
[[a globe]]
[[a pill bottle]]
You walk over to the globe, your feet are aching and your determination is little to nothing.
You want a glimmer of hope so you pick up the globe because you recall that...
[[as a kid you loved history]]
[[you have always dreamed to travel the world]]
The pill bottle looks like it has been bitten off at the sides.
You don't know why but you are compelled to...
[[Read the patient's name]]
[[Read the content label]]
You feel scared and try to pinpoint where the blood came from.
You notice it came from your heart.
It starts to hurt but in a different way.
Pangs and waves of pain flow through your brain and heart.
You think of medicine and oddly enough you see a...
[[pill bottle]]
[[bluejay]]
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A flashback ensues.
"You do know that asia isn't a country right?"
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said anything in the first place..."
"Such a stupid kid, you can't even make a damn thought".
"I'll prove to you that i'm not an idiot! You'll see and i'll make you look like the jackass you are!"
You return to the present.
[[cry]]
[[get a surge of power]]
A flashback ensues
"I wish I could go to Tokyo!"
"That is a nice dream there kiddo"
"Tokyo inspired me to do what i've always wanted to do"
"I know..."
The name is scratched off and written over by a black permanent marker.
You hit a dark realization that you may never find a way out.
You...
[[Sleep]]
[[Don't give up]]
The writing is unintelligible.
You want to try to figure the rest but get frustrated. Instead you...
[[Throw the pill bottle]]
[[Store it in your pocket]]
You walk over to the pill bottle. The label is slightly torn but you pick it up anyway. You notice that the color of the bottle is...
[[blue]]
With your heart still aching, you limp over to the bluejay. You are compelled to find out why it's there. You recognize that the [[blue]] is symbolic
You cry so much that your shirt is drenched. Your eyelids are swollen and your will is sapped.
Your soul is [[blue]]
You feel so powerful atleast for a second. It was enough to heal some of your wounds...
You recall [[blue]] water...
You try to recall what Zoloft is...
Blue Blue [[blue]] !
"Please take me in! I can't live like this anymore. It is making me feel insane!"
"I don't want to lose you. I can't accept it... not anymore"
[[Is it me?]]
Your pain and sorrow reveals your true fate. A door opens and what feels like a never ending tunnel, you walk through. You cry again but no in the same way, no not anyway you have before.
[[Walk through the door]]
The sun shines bright, your wounds don't hurt. You see the pill bottle at the side of your desk. For a moment, you are at zen...
You chuck it but you can't see where it landed. You arm is twitching and feels like it's being pulled forward. You
[[Hesitate]]
[[Let it pull you]]
As you put the bottle in your pocket, some of the landscape turns pinkish orange. It's glowing and part of the label is repairing itself.
[[Take a pill]]
[[Store it away]]
*Put's head down and closes eyes*
"Hey I'm here to find my schedule"
"Don't look so down you'll enjoy your school year here I promise!"
*Opens the slip of paper*
[[Wake up]]
*Takes a deep breath*
"Pull yourself together, what are you going to do when we're gone?"
"I did'nt know it was going to break, I.. I.."
"SHUT UP!"
"Take it easy on him hun"
"No i'm tired of him always playing this shit with us"
"He never leaves his room, he doesn't help in the house..."
*Silence*
"Can we finish our dinner?"
"Sure"
[[Continue]]
You yank your arm out of the way.
It detaches and all you have left is the stub that was left there
You fall to your knees bt you want to [[Walk some more]]
Your arm is stretching way past the normal length of an arm should be.
You are grappled to a wall and from there You see weird unknown objects on the pitch black floor.
You are reminded of yourself about that time you ruined a first impression but you...
[[Walk some more]]
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With your hands on your bloody stomach and arm, you stand up.
Your tears are bloody but you pull through.
Your feet are swollen and your chest is tight.
*Thump*
You fall so you limp for what seems like four days
*straight*
Your head is starting to hurt
[[Take a rest]]
[[Keep going]]
You can finally feel your stomach sealing and that alone fills
you with
*determination*
A phone appears from the distance and you walk over to it
[[Pick it up]]
[[Flashback]]
*Sleeps for 1 hour*
You wake up feeling somewhat refreshed
Your wounds are slowly healing
[[Walk some more]]
Your wounds are opening up again and the dried blood is turning fresh.
You don't care and you
*keep going*
[[Walk some more]]
"You'll never have any friends"
"You're such a loser"
"Always getting rejected"
"I'm going to kill you"
"I'll figure this out"
"No I can't"
"They haven't called us back"
"This is the police station"
"I don't [[jklasfbsdtjscfvbbbbsdfb]]
"So hey I was wondering if... You wanted to go to the park
later?"
"No thanks I uh... have something to do"
"Well alright, If you change your mind than we can go I guess right"
"Maybe..."
[[Walk some more]]
*Get out of my head!*
You feel so powerful and
[[Walk some more]]
You sink to your knees and let out a faint cry.
Your teardrops are seeping into your shirt pocket.
You think about how you got here but nothing comes to *mind*.
You fidget around and notice your shoes have...
[[a white shoelace stained with blood]]
[[a pink and red sole]]
*Home*
Sebastian Fernandez
This game was made to teach people how it is to suffer from social anxiety and depression
Struggle is the main game
Stay in place is the quick tutorial version
[[Start]]
Out in the distance an orb is floating, you
[[Furiously walk past through it]]
You are filled with anxiety and excitement and you run despite all your injuries and hurt.
It doesn't matter anymore because your drive to feel better overcomes any obstacles in your way,
your heart is pumping,
your legs are granting you
so much power.
All of your flashbacks are coming to one, You remember who you
are! The black landscape is unraveling and before you know it..."
Your [[Home]]
Thank you so much for playing!!!
There are multiple endings so play it again if you want!
This is the first part
The sequel is coming soon
[[Welcome]]